Thank You. From Anameku to Anameku.

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBT

Thank you 2015. From January to June, July to December, separuh tahun pertama yang disaster, separuh tahun kedua yang teruja. I had it all. Daripada meroyan versi perempuan, sampailah meroyan versi wanita. Aku boleh nampak transformation diri sendiri dalam masa setahun ni which is really really really part of the big thing in my life. Well, I didn't say I'm going to stop meroyan. It's a good therapy actually (youknowme).





I just think, it's time for me stop. Anameku, has brought a lot of memories through all five or six years back in my life. Dah sampai masa untuk mulakan another five years dekat belog lain. Did I say nak stop blogging? Hahah, sila jangan mengarut. Aku cakap aku nak stop anameku.blogspot ni sahaja. Because I'm about to start a new one. A new blog to store my another five years journey. InsyaAllah kalau panjang umur. So, lets dream about something bigger together, ok!




Bercakap pasal 2015 (again), I realize a lot of things. Paling ketara, 'maturity'. It's funny when your 30 plus plus years old girlfriend boleh terus putus kawan bila aku buat keputusan untuk berhenti kerja and do something better for my future. Real mature friend, should be happy for me. Samalah macam bila kawan baik aku letak nama anak dia dengan nama yang aku simpan untuk anak aku sendiri nanti like seriously I can't justify the level of maturity. Biarlah, aku relakan saja. Samalah jugak bila kita putus cinta dan melihat 'kesyaitonan' bekas laki bila dia menikah dengan orang lain dengan selamba. Whoa, I wish you guys can feel me. Really...





I've been walking in a lot of hard and stumble roads. Met a lot of wrong people. Choose a lot of stupid decisions. Did a lot of senseless mistakes. But I learned. Belajar dan berazam. Kalau salah, jangan buat lagi. Kalau betul, perbaiki dan mahirkan lagi. Kalau dah tahu coffee addict, jangan gegedik nak skip kopi sehari. Kalau tak kang mulalah kepala mabuk emosi ke laut habis terbalik orang rumah orang office orang-orang sekampung dengannya. But that's how I learn about myself.





Not only that. Aku rasa macam-macam pengalaman. Duduk macam-macam jenis rumah. Belajar macam mana jadi event manager. Pergi macam-macam tempat. Rasa macam mana jadi hina merayu melutut menagih macam orang gila. Oh, merasa naik pentas konvo uitm untuk kali kedua jugak. And I'm proudly say now I am where I supposed to stand (iguess). Hah, apa PHD? Don't ask me any about study. Laki pun tak sempat cari. Not to forget, seeing few besties got hitched. Peah, Lala, Fara, Yana. Even Miss Neela. Haila, rindu tempat kerja lama dah walaupun baru seminggu start hidup baru.





Yup. 2015 is not an end for me. It's a start of my another 20's half journey. May Allah ease. Itu je aku doa untuk diri sendiri. Dan family. Dan insan-insan sekeliling yang tak pernah putus bagi kasih sayang. Dari umur aku 19 tahun (which I started to write here), sampailah 25 tahun. Now, I'm bringing my 26 to 30 years old to another page. Tak payah cari belog baru aku. Tapi kalau terjumpa, nasib koranglah..hiks. Get ready for a lot of meroyan styles from me. And also please get ready, yang aku takkan teragak-agak untuk 'unfriend' mana-mana manusia yang berperangai tikam bunuh racun kelar kawan sendiri. Seems like I'm getting scarier isn't? Nah. You reader know me better.





So, akhir kata, terima kasih kepada semua readers. Silent or un-silent, you're part of the reason I'm writing here. It's been a great and wonderful years sharing all these moments and memories with you guys and girls. Maaf kalau ada terkasar bahasa, terasa, tersentap, terperli sama ada sengaja ataupun tidak. Well, this is me. Ain Nathasha binti Omar, the owner of anameku.blogspot.my which stands for 'ana' bermaksud 'saya' dalam bahasa arab, 'me' bermaksud 'saya' dalam bahasa inggeris and 'ku' bermaksud 'saya' atau 'aku' dalam bahasa melayu. *I never reveal this to anyone* So, it's all about 'saya' in here. Jadi jangan perasan kau femes sangat sebab di sebalik nama belog pun dah terang-terang selfish. Okbye.

Sekian, rest well anameku.

Thank you for keeping all my thoughts and memories in you.

Love, Ain Nathasha Omar.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Write off; 

20/12/2015

1551 - Sunday

iN a (ToUgH) ReLaTiOnShiP

I told you, life is not easy. Oh, hello December (lambai-lambai). Assalamualaikum sumorang! Update, update, update. Satu, semester dah bukak, kelas dah start, seven subjects in the list and I'm suicide-ing. Basically. Dua, it's almost 2016 and throwback throwback dah jadi macam habit lately. Tiga, well, back to my first sentence, life is not easy. And I'm facing it.

My first experience bercinta, terus dah 'long-distance-type-of-relationship'. I was doing fine at first. Tak pernah rasa jauh pun. Tapi Tuhan kata, jodoh tak panjang. Nak buat macam mana. I moved on. Ni dah jumpa the next other half. Kenal few month, (as usual it was started with drama-drama annoying) lepas tu lama-lama sayang. Kenapa ntah Tuhan selalu uji jalan cerita cinta aku, tiba-tiba dia kena pergi jauh. Eh, I'm not questioning Allah why He's giving me this kind of ujian you know, it's a bit tough, tapi demi masa depan dan kerjaya, pergh pergh pergghhh... pergilah, bang.





So, long-distance relationship wasn't that bad. I've been there before. Dah pernah rasa susah payah macam mana berkorban dengan orang yang kita sayang (walaupundiataksayangkita) so this time around, I'm not asking for anything, just hope than he can gives me his complete trust because I don't know how to assure his feeling seriously aku berserah semuanya pada Allah berdoa supaya hati dua-dua makhluk yang rapuh ini teguh kuat walaupun berjauhan macam kekok pulak tulis ayat-ayat begini ok lah, bye!





Selamat berjuang kanda (ciumanterbang)

GiVe YoUr HeaRt a BrEaK - PaRt II

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBT

Dah malas pulak rasa nak update pasal Langkawi hari tu. Lama gila wei gambau-gambau ni semua simpan dalam draft. Tapi kang nak delete rasa cam tak best pulak. Jadi macam nilah. Aku post jelaa gambar-gambar ni semua sebab aku malas nak karang ayat panjang-panjang. (banyak keje weeeeiii) - Ni cerita hari kedua a.k.a hari last aku kat sana. Gambar aku dah susuh (susuh pon boleh laaa) ikut sekuel siap-siap mula-mula aku pergi mana lepas tu pergi mana lepas tu pergi mana dan pergi mana...

So, random place pertama...

Dataran Lang

Selepas berapa kali touchdown sini, tapi tak ambek gambar,

Yah, finally...

Pergi kebun buah-buahan kat MARDI

(like seriously MARDI? Yes, MARDI baby MARDI)

Sempat Encik Belalang propose. Thank you, abang.

Melawat kebun anggur yang tak berapa sudi nak berbuah-buah cinta layu di pusara.

(maklonglah dah hujung musim)

To the Bird & Wildlife Park

Acah-acah jadi pencinta haiwan jap.

To Air Hangat Village

Tunggu lunch sampai sambil celup kaki dalam air suam.

(sebab dia memang suam)

Like this.

Haa, kat sini baru boleh panggil air hangat. Ada pondok kecik jauh sikit daripada tempat makan tadi.

Hangat pun tak hangat sangatlah.

Dah rebus kaki, jenjalan tengok kerbau dan bangau terbang-terbangan. 

Belakang air hangat tu ada view gunung ganang sawah segala. Sempat laa fefeeling.

And last stop, random kampung mana ntah selamba berenti tepi jalan, mintak tolong budak-budak kampung ambekkan gambar acah-acah kau pelancong daripada Tunisia ke tak pernah jumpa sawah padi hah perempuan-perempuan sekaliaaannn???

And finally Pantai Chenang!

Malam pun malamlah...

Ok, nak balik dah. Masa ni tengah tunggu flight. Tapi sebelum tu sempat stroll tepi pantai, makan malam jap, shopping lagi apa yang sempat, ok dah.

Sekian terima kasih.

Senang tulis cerita macam ni kan?

Lima setengah markah je. Huraian tak lengkap.

But yes, I gave my heart a break. Walaupun untuk dua hari.