tHe OnE LaSt SeCoNd cHaNcE

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBT

I got a text message last night:

“KORANG MEMANG… ASAL CUTI JE MULALAH SORANG KE MARS SORANG KE PLUTO… TAPI YANG STILL KAT BUMI NI NAK CAKAP I MISS U LAA KAT SAYA PUNYA S AND V… ITU JER”

I almost sleep at the moment tau darling. But still boleh gelak sorang-sorang dalam gelap sebab terbayangkan that there must be something yang buatkan you suddenly text me even just saying ‘I miss u’ and tadaaa, I just got her text once again and it sounds like this:

“I NEED UR HELP… THERE IS A GUY WHO WORK AT PETRONAS WITH SALARY BLABLABLA BUT HIS NOT SO GOOD LOOKING…HUHUHU. WHAT SHOULD I DO?”

I really thought she found her new man but then she texted me:

“SENANG CITE, HE WAS MY EX…HAHAHA. I DON’T KNOW LATELY TIME KITORANG MESSAGING I TETIBE ADA TEPIKIR UNTUK BAGI SECOND CHANCE… TAPI ENTAH LAA.”

And at that moment I was like… Your ex? Apakah? Ok honestly memang I don’t think that dalam kes-kes macam ni boleh senang-senang suka-suka nak bagi peluang kedua dekat orang lain. I mean to your ex-LOVER? Remember, there’s a reason why you left him. So persoalannya, does he really deserve his second chance? Yeah I can smell happiness from her texts, I know, there must be something good happened tapi I tak tanyalah. Maybe that guy dah berubah. Improve himself. Prove that he will never repeat the mistakes. I don’t know the details. Manusia kan boleh berubah.

Then I roughly replied:

“U LEBIH KENAL DIA. I TAK KISAH AS LONG AS U TAU JAGA DIRI AND TELL HIM TO STOP WITH E CONTROLLING HABIT (which is the reason why they broke up). U BOTH BUKAN KECIK LAGI. LEARN FROM YOUR PAST. I JUST WANT U TO BE HAPPY. MAYBE HE DESERVE FOR HIS 2^ND CHANCE. TAKPE, I OWEYS THERE FOR U KALAU DIA SAKITKAN HATI U LAGI. TAPI HARAP2 ITU TAKKAN TERJADI LAAA…”

And that’s it. I give words to people and secara tak langsung I sendiri tersentap. Tak tahu kenapa, suddenly I feel the same. To give 2^nd chance dekat orang yang I marah sangat selama ni. Actually I tak marah. I just disappointed. But I know, sampai bila nak berdendam dengan orang kan. Forvige, bless and release. That’s the way to keep your heart and mind open.

I think I should take it as sebahagian daripada kelemahan diri dia. I pun ada kelemahan sendiri. So I shouldn’t expect him/her to be perfect for me. So daripada masalah percintaan, masuk kepada masalah kawan-kawan, I think I should let you know the concept:

BE LOYAL

BE HONEST

LET GO OF EXPECTATION

DEFEND YOUR LOVER/FRIENDS

LISTEN TO WHAT THEY TELL YOU

BE TRUSTWORTHY

BE AVAILABLE WHEN THEY NEED YOU

TREASURE THEM ALL THE TIME

And I will try my best to enhance myself. Just be patient with me. A little bit more. Sekian. Thank you.

p/s: in love macam mana pun awak, don’t ever celebrate valentine day ok darling! I cherish ur happiness. And that’s it. Jangan over tau…lalala.