DeaR eNciK dOmOi (part v) ~ HaPpY BiRtHdaY!

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBT

Baiklah, previously aku cakap nak post entry about Encik Domoi. Yang sumorang pun I think dah tau he's my sugar baby gula-gula coklat masam masin intan payung mengadanya tulis macam ni rasa nak hempuk diri sendiri pun ada ok he's the man. I mean, he's My Man. Mine! Bunyi macam nak bagi warning kat orang kan apa kau fikir sumorang pun nak rebut laki kau apakah? Hiks. Well, ok. So, dialah orangnya (at the moment) sebab nak cakap lebih-lebih pun tak boleh bukan aku boleh sure that he will be mine in future. Because yang pertama, jodoh tu di tangan Tuhan obviously. Dan yang kedua sebab belum ada apa-apa step untuk berumah tangga pun lagi. But all I can say is he could be the one...

And if you ask me... Why him? Kenapa dia? Apa yang buat kau pilih dia? Kenapa kau sayang dia? Kenapa bukan orang lain? A lot... I can write pages of reasons why I love him dalam belog ni tapi kang ada yang mangkat pulak dek muntah baca ayat geli-geli aku so in one simple sentence the answer is just because... I want him. Kang aku jawab 'I can't live without him' kang bunyi macam dramatik sangat kan padahal that's the reason as well. 

Tapi part of the reasons why aku nak dia is because I seriously am not afraid to be myself. Buatlah perangai apa pun. Nak gelak mengilai-ngilai ke, nak menyumpah orang ke, nak pakai tudung senget ke, nak melantak nasi kandar tengah malam ke, nak tido sampai tengah hari ke, yuno that aku sendiri pun kadang-kadang tak faham dengan perangai sendiri like apa benda kadang-kadang nak emo, kadang-kadang nak gila, kadang-kadang nak moody, kadang-kadang nak hyper tapi memang banyak-banyak orang yang aku pernah kenal sebelum ni... ahem, you're the best, baby. I don't know macam mana you can handle me so well like I actually kagum sangat dengan you. Really...

And sebab dah terlampau lama single, so I used to be very independent. But what makes me think that he's the one is because walaupun aku ni dah biasa independent, but there's a time I want to depend on somebody. And I decided... that somebody... is him. I mean, bila kita depend dekat seseorang actually it shows that kita ni lemah sebenarnya. But I'm not afraid to be lemah depan dia sebab dari situlah aku tahu yang dia ni boleh jaga aku, dia boleh diharap, not saying that he's perfect but in my eyes, he actually is.

Also... I like his accent. Well, he's Penang mali. So, dia punya dialek utara yang pekat tu like it must be weird kalau dengar dia speaking KL or bahasa lain. Other than speaking laaa I mean. And his craziness... Perangai gila dia yang kadang-kadang mengalahkan penghuni hospital mental tu... The playful and the fun side of him. The way he teasing me like tak penat ke dia ni mengenakan orang, cari pasal dengan orang, prank orang, maigod... he makes me laugh so hard. Sampai satu tahap, tak boleh nak identify dia ni serius ke tak? But hey... ada masa-masa dia laaa. It's not like all the time hamboi kau ingat aku bercinta dengan badut ke???

Also the fact that he's a family guy make me feel so sure that he's the one. Dia hormat orang tua, dia sayang budak-budak, he cares about me, he respects me, he makes time for me, he trusts me, he teaches me a lot of things amboi kemain puji lagi haish... Siapa lagi nak puji you kalau bukan I kan. Hiks. Actually, bukan semuanya indah. Nak dipendekkan cerita, he's pretty much like daddy. Tapi in a bad boy version. (aku memang suka bad boy. yang skema-skema ni sorry, wrong number la hoish.)





We curse together, we make fun of others, we start a nonsense joke and lepas tu meleret-leret-leret sampai dah tak larat nak gelak dah. In short, we basically compliment each other and get along really well. Everything we said, everything we did like masuk-masuk-masuk je semua. Tell you what, he's really good with numbers. Me? Loser sangat. Mathematic... lingkup! So that's why I need him. I know, macam tak ada kena mengena kan?





Paling penting, because we survive a long-distance relationship so I'm pretty much confident tak ada masalah bila dekat. Yang dah biasa dekat tu maybe la tak biasa nak jauh. Eh, confident sangat cakap boleh survive padahal tiap-tiap malam meroyan rindu lah, nak jumpa lah, apa benda survive? But it's not that worst. Sebulan sekali jumpa tu boleh tahan lagi (I guess). So disebabkan jauh, tak boleh la nak nyanyi-nyanyi happy birthday to you ke, tiup lilin kek segala... Ambek karangan ni je dah. Cukup!

Happy Birthday to you, baby...

May Allah bless you with loves and happiness...

May all your dreams come true...

And also, Happy Deepavali...

Will you marry me?

Tudiaaa, birthday wishes pakej sekali dengan proposal...

Mana nak dapat bakal bini cool macam ni? 

Hah, puji diri sendiri. Ok bye!

Tunggu you confirm jadi laki I nanti baru I letak gambaq you kay.

Ni laki simpanan je.
Adam Levine I love you!!!