YoU'rE tHe PeRsOn iN cHaRGe

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBT

Hari tu ada presentation dekat office. It's like sumorang pun kena present tiap-tiap bulan tapi sebab last time bila aku present tak ramai yang turun tengok agaknya diorang ingat aku punya presentation tu boring macam briefing tiap-tiap pagi ke haish sukati koranglah tak kuasa aku nak melayan yang penting I had such a great time last Friday I mean bila orang suka dengan the way I present sampaikan lupa nak record segala bagai kan...haish dari dulu memang habit tulis tak reti letak fullstop agaknya. Again, that was fun! As always mentioned by Dila, ''Tasha ni kelaka laaa." Dia belum kenal laki aku lagi. Kalau melayan perangai Encik Domoi tu hah silap-silap kau gila sampai masuk mental hospital teghoih. 

Ok, the point is just nak bagitau, hari tu aku present pasal few things (yang agak annoying) yang selalu perempuan buat. So indirectly, in that presentation aku nak bagitau laaa, 'to all ladies out there, please stop doing these things.' Like, you should stop apologizing unless if you do mistakes then it's fine to say sorry. Then you should stop treating food as your enemy, oh kamonlah, makan is the best thing in the world kot. Stop wearing heels everyday. Again, everyday! Selipar jepun tu berkali-kali ganda lagi best and selesa ok. Stop fearing of being single, bla and bla and bla...

Memang tak de kejalah aku nak repeat point presentation hari tu kat sini. Just dalam banyak-banyak point tu, I think ada satu benda yang sumorang patut buat. And benda ni bukan tertakhluk kepada (terma dan syarat) perempuan je. Which is, stop being a people pleaser. Stop saying yes to everything. Stop letting other people decides on our happiness. We're in charge. We're the one who decides sama ada kita ni happy ke tidak. Like seriously, aku ni nampak je cool gini. Tapi selalu rebel diam-diam. I mean, yang out of authority laaa. Kalau setakat rakan-rakan sebaya ni, aku sound direct je.

Bukan susah pun. Nak cakap nak. Tak nak cakap tak nak. Sometimes, it's good to be selfish. As long as tak menyusahkan orang. As long as kita happy. As long as hhhmmm, I told her something like this, 'there's nothing we can do when we already decided this-is-not-gonna-make-me-happy' like seriously, it's psychology matters. But since we have no other options, terpaksa la tahan. But once you're done with this crap nonsense things, please do whatever you want. WHATEVER YOU WANT asalkan tak melanggar hukum Tuhan. Kalau susah sangat nak ingat Tuhan tu, at least ingat mak bapak. Kalau tu pun susah jugak, tak taw nak cakap apa lagilah...

Well, semua orang ada dream, semua orang ada aim dalam hidup nak macam tu nak macam ni, then kenapa nak kena dengar cakap orang? So dear BFF, dear sistas, dear tomato, baby-baby gojes out there, I know I'm not living in a I-can-get-everything-I-want life, but I'm so happy with what I'm currently doing walaupun kadang-kadang sakit, kadang-kadang meroyan, of course, takkan nak tunjuk sedih kita dekat orang kan. Spread the happiness. Tetibe positive sangat tetengah malam ni walaupun laki aku tengah-tengah text dia ni tetibe hilang entah ke mana dah selamat la tuuu. Ok. Nak beransur jugaklah.

Genite you beautiful people! Thanks for reading this (konon-konon-inspirational) entry. Mmuuaaah ciked!